Nicole Fields

1988 - 2004
LocationBelfast
Age16 years
Date of Birth5/1988
Date of Death9/2004
Visitors3,527 since 06/07/2007
Creator

I’m special you know but my family doesn’t know yet. It’s the 6th may 1988 I have just arrived
7lb 6oz with blonde hair and big blue eyes. They are all so happy but all that will change very
soon.

It’s time for them to be told I won’t ever walk and what few words I can say will disappear.
Poor mummy and daddy they are so sad but what they don’t know is I am going to show everyone a
different kind of love and happiness.

I’m 9 year old now with long curly hair and a big smile that I can use to get my own way. I’m
starting to have problems with chest infections, which worries my family. They have read about my
syndrome and know it will get worse. They ask my doctors a lot of questions so they can learn as
much as possible to be ready for my future.

My mummy has tried hard to keep me well and to keep me away from people with bad coughs, flu’s,
bug’s and infections. She has done well as I am 16 now my family and doctors are very surprised as
I have been very sick in the past.

This is my worse infection ever it just won’t go away. My family are starting to worry as they can
see all the antibiotics are not working and I am getting weaker. I wish I could talk now just to
tell my family it’s ok. To tell my mummy she has done all she could and worked very hard to get me
to16.

I am tired now fighting this infection I don’t need to talk my mummy knows by my eyes this is how
we talk to each other she can see how sick I am. She whispers in my ear and tells me that she will
be ok if I was too tired to fight and want to go. It’s my daddies turn he tells me how much he
love’s me ( as if I don’t know already) he tells me he will be ok if I was ready to go.

They take me in their arms and 5minuntes later I slip away back to heaven were I came from I was
only lent for a short while. I am one of heavens silent angels. It’s my turn to look after my
family to help them cope with life without me. I will enjoy caring for them the way they enjoyed
caring for me. (HEAVEHS SILENT ANGEL)





My Nicole when back to heaven on 24th sept 04 age 16. She took another chest infection but this time
she just couldn't fight it. she was such a happy child she used her eyes to talk we knew when
she would be saying i love you or go away. Nicole was sleeping alot near the end she was to weak to
open her eye but on the day the doctors told us there was nothing more they could do she opened her
eye wide to tell me it's ok i'm ready to go now. I couldn't look at her because i
knew what she was saying and i didn't want to hear it but she watched me until i looked. After
that she never opened her eyes again and 3 days later at home she waited until i whispered in her
ear( i would be ok if it was her time to go) her daddy whispered to ,then she fell asleep forever in
our arms. We miss her so much it hurts, she was such a good child always happy and smiling anyone
who knew her loved her. She will never be forgotten as she is talked about every day. Sweet dreams
Missy Mo until we meet again.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo


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In my home there is a photo
of a face more precious than gold
and to those who love and lost you
your memory will never grow old ~~

Today I look at your photo
at your face so loving and true
no wonder my heart is breaking
losing someone as precious as you ~~

But each day you walk beside me
and when my life is through
I pray that god will take my hand
and lead me straight to you ~~

~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~

Have a very happy & peaceful christmas and love to you for 2008 ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) December 22, 2007

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MAY I TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO WISH YOU A VERY HAPPY CHRISTMAS.
ALTHOUGH IF YOU FEEL ANYTHING LIKE I DO, YOU WILL BE
MAKING THE BEST YOU CAN OF IT.
IT DOESN'T TAKE CHRISTMAS TO THINK OF AND MISS OUR LOVED ONES, BUT AT THIS TIME IT BECOMES ALMOST UNBEARABLE, HOWEVER, HAVING FOUND YOU MY GTS FRIEND, I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL YOU KNOW HOW I THINK AND YOU CERTANLY KNOW HOW I HURT, MORE SO AT THIS TIME OF YEAR.

MAY I THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN TO ME, FOR THE CANDLES, VERSES AND PICTURES FOR DEBBIE, THEY MEAN SOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO ME. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LIGHT THEM WHENEVER YOU WISH, I SHALL CONTINUE TO LIGHT YOUR LOVED ONES, WHEN I LIGHT THEM A CANDLE I ALWAYS AM THINKING OF YOU YOUR KINDNESS AND SUPPORT.

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MY LOVE TO YOU NOW AND FOR 2008,
LOVE ALWAYS
YVONNE AND KANE
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Yvonne Debbie Rushton Mum December 21, 2007

Remember the good times
Dont ever feel sad
Remember the pleasure
And love that i had

Remember the laughter
And all that we shared
Remember with pride
For i know that you cared

And blame yourselves not
For what i did not see
My life had everything
You gave much to me

With love in our hearts
The memories will stay
Remember I'm only
A whisper away............
xxxxLove to you Angela & famly xxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (Friend) December 19, 2007

Life is for living
Life is for loving
Life is for feeling
And life is for hoping
We live and we love
We feel and we hope
That one day we will be together again
You will always be loved and never forgotten
You're always in our thoughts and hearts
Each and every day
You will always be remembered
As 'Our Shining Little Star'

~~♥~~♥~♥~~♥~ ~♥~~♥~~♥~~♥~~♥ ~~

Love ~ Hugs ~ Kisses ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) December 19, 2007

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Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (Friend) December 18, 2007

Christmas In Heaven



I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below,
with tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away. We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones. You know I hold you dear,
and be glad I'm spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of, my undying love.
After all 'LOVE' is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear,
Remember, I'm spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year.

Andrea Zigs Mam Xxx (Friend) December 18, 2007

SORRY I HAVEN'T LIT ANY CANDLES FOR THE LAST
FEW DAYS I HAVE HAD BIG PROBLEMS WITH MY INTERNET
BUT MY THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

MANY MANY THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND KEEPING
DEBBIE CANDLES GLOWING FOR ME DURING THIS TIME.

GOD BLESS TO YOU SENDING ALL MY LOVE
AND A MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU
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♥«´¨`•°WITH LOVE°•´¨`»♥
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Yvonne Debbie Rushton Mum December 14, 2007

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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨_____/ Merry Christmas Sweet Angel Nicole

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♥«´¨`•°WITH LOVE°•´¨`»♥
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Rosie Duffy (Friend) December 14, 2007

♥ Special ♥ is a word that is used
to describe something one-of-a- kind,
like a hug or a sunset
or a person who spreads love
with a smile or kind gesture ♥


♥ Special ♥ describes people
who act from the heart
and keep in mind the hearts of others ♥


♥ Special ♥ applies to something
that is admired and precious
and can never be replaced ♥

♥ Special ♥ is the word that best
describes you ♥

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Sorry I havn't been on for a while, i'm finding things really difficult at the moment ~~ But you are still very much in my thoughts ~~ Love Always ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) December 12, 2007

The lights are blinking merrily
The tinsel’s on the tree
It sits there in the window
For all the world to see.

The house is filled with holly
And pinecone scents the air
The Christmas cards keep coming
Each one is hung with care.

The gifts are tied with ribbons red
And topped with pretty bows
I’m done with all the details
As far as Christmas goes.

The fire is softly glowing
I think about your touch
But Christmas isn’t Christmas
I miss you oh, so much.

If I could have just anything
My Christmas wish would be
To wake up in the morning
And find you here with me.

I reminisce our Christmas’ past
The joy and love we shared
Moonlit walks and midnight talks
And ways you showed you cared.

Staring at your picture
I long to be set free
Tonight the tears are streaming
As I hold it next to me.

Flakes of snow swirl through the air
I’m braced for stormy weather
I wait for brighter days ahead
When we can be together.

So hold a place in heaven dear
Someday when life is through
I’ll be the Christmas angel
Who shares this day with you.

Lisa McManus (Aunt) December 11, 2007
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