| Location | Belfast |
| Age | 16 years |
| Date of Birth | 5/1988 |
| Date of Death | 9/2004 |
| Visitors | 3,527 since 06/07/2007 |
| Creator |
I’m special you know but my family doesn’t know yet. It’s the 6th may 1988 I have just arrived
7lb 6oz with blonde hair and big blue eyes. They are all so happy but all that will change very
soon.
It’s time for them to be told I won’t ever walk and what few words I can say will disappear.
Poor mummy and daddy they are so sad but what they don’t know is I am going to show everyone a
different kind of love and happiness.
I’m 9 year old now with long curly hair and a big smile that I can use to get my own way. I’m
starting to have problems with chest infections, which worries my family. They have read about my
syndrome and know it will get worse. They ask my doctors a lot of questions so they can learn as
much as possible to be ready for my future.
My mummy has tried hard to keep me well and to keep me away from people with bad coughs, flu’s,
bug’s and infections. She has done well as I am 16 now my family and doctors are very surprised as
I have been very sick in the past.
This is my worse infection ever it just won’t go away. My family are starting to worry as they can
see all the antibiotics are not working and I am getting weaker. I wish I could talk now just to
tell my family it’s ok. To tell my mummy she has done all she could and worked very hard to get me
to16.
I am tired now fighting this infection I don’t need to talk my mummy knows by my eyes this is how
we talk to each other she can see how sick I am. She whispers in my ear and tells me that she will
be ok if I was too tired to fight and want to go. It’s my daddies turn he tells me how much he
love’s me ( as if I don’t know already) he tells me he will be ok if I was ready to go.
They take me in their arms and 5minuntes later I slip away back to heaven were I came from I was
only lent for a short while. I am one of heavens silent angels. It’s my turn to look after my
family to help them cope with life without me. I will enjoy caring for them the way they enjoyed
caring for me. (HEAVEHS SILENT ANGEL)
My Nicole when back to heaven on 24th sept 04 age 16. She took another chest infection but this time
she just couldn't fight it. she was such a happy child she used her eyes to talk we knew when
she would be saying i love you or go away. Nicole was sleeping alot near the end she was to weak to
open her eye but on the day the doctors told us there was nothing more they could do she opened her
eye wide to tell me it's ok i'm ready to go now. I couldn't look at her because i
knew what she was saying and i didn't want to hear it but she watched me until i looked. After
that she never opened her eyes again and 3 days later at home she waited until i whispered in her
ear( i would be ok if it was her time to go) her daddy whispered to ,then she fell asleep forever in
our arms. We miss her so much it hurts, she was such a good child always happy and smiling anyone
who knew her loved her. She will never be forgotten as she is talked about every day. Sweet dreams
Missy Mo until we meet again.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
Theres a pain beyond imagining
that's burning in our heart
for suddenly our whole world
has been cruelly ripped apart...
All words of consolation
that are bound to come this way
will probably seem empty
and of little use today...
For when we ask for reasons
and when we ask the question 'why'
it makes no sense at all
that someone so precious has to die...
The only sourse of comfort
are our memories and the love
and they will shine forever
like the brightest star above...
A flame that burns eternally
so strong it lights the sky
and even in our darkest days
that flame will never die...
So many people share the pain
we grieve today as one
the gift of life is taken back
but love goes on and on...
Love ~ Hugs ~ Kisses ~~ Jane...x♥x
To my MUM
Mothers day is coming and i wanted to send you a sign
Something you can tell others is from an angel of mine
So i searched the heavens high and low for the perfect thing
And low and behold i found it...and a smile i hope it will bring
So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me your angel in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars are dandelions up above
Yes dandelions are also in heaven which you know how much i love
So on this mothers day when you wake and feel blue
You will notice these yellow stars are no longer in view
So just look to the medows and the dandelions you see
Are the ones i'v tossed down this mothers day from me
and when u find a dandelion thats turned from yellow to white
Your supposed to make a wish and blow with all you mite
For you'll be blowing kisses to me in heaven above
And i will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love
Please know that i am with you on this Mothers Day
And also in the days ahead God and I will never stray
We'll be with you in the morning when you wake and see the sun
We'll be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done
For god and I will never be very far from your side
For i can now be every where and God will be your guide
So remember when you see dandelions its your guarantee
That i am always close to you
For dandelions are free to roam now just like me
I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU MUM
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
LOVE YOUR ANGEL IN HEAVEN
XOXOXOXOXOXO
If only our children were Easter eggs,
Hidden safely in the grass,
We could search for them and pick them up,
And hold them within our clasp.
We'd have a heavenly Easter egg hunt,
All with baskets in our hands,
Searching with a broken heart.
Only WE can understand.
'Oh, look I found your child over here,'
'Hey, did anyone find mine?'
They are so beautifully colored,
And they sparkle and they shine...
These aren't your usual Easter eggs,
They each have their own special glow,
That comes from way down deep within,
Only a grieving parent would know.
We gather up our special eggs,
With excitement all around,
For the gift that we've been given,
For the treasure we have found.
We all now stare with wonderment,
At our children that have died.
We want to hold them once again,
And release them from inside.
But we all begin to realize,
We have to crack their beautiful shell,
The one that, makes them sparkle and glow,
The one they have earned so well.
We know we can't destroy their beauty,
And take them from their place,
So we give them an understanding kiss,
As a tear runs down our face.
One by one we take our baskets,
With our beautifully colored eggs,
And place them gently in the grass,
As we turn and walk away.
We look back in amazement,
As our eggs begin to sing.
We see them flutter and move about
'Look, our eggs all now have wings.'
Then the Golden egg begins to speak...
'Your children are safe with me.'
'You'll be with them when the time is right'
Together for all eternity.'
We stand there in a circle of love,
As we look up to the sky,
Watching our radiant eggs take flight,
Knowing our children didn't die.
heavens garden
Way up in heavens garden
There's a magical castle in the sky
Where god places our little angels,
And teaches them to fly
The girls become sweet princesses,
And dance the day away
The boys are charming prince's
In this wondrous land of play
The castle is made of lollipops
And of all things that are sweet
There's a river made of angels tears,
For them to dip their tiny feet,
The angel tears are not tears of sadness.
They are tears of joy
To see such sights is happiness
For the chosen Angel girl or boy
For as you know, not all angels
Are picked to grace this castle in the sky
Only the tiny cherub prince's and princesses,
And here's the reason why
God has a place for all he takes
And puts them where they he deems
The little cherubs need a world of play
A land filled full of dreams
A place where they can play all day
And slide down rainbows so bright
swing from the stars if they desire
Then light the star lamps up at night
Its now they huddle close together
And some may take a snooze
Only if they wish to
Its up to them to choose
The ones that are not asleep
Are sending down their love
To you, direct from moon beams
They guide from up above
So be happy for your special cherub
From the soft clouds they will never fall
For anything good that they may wish for
Comes true here, anything at all
Its in the castle they will stay
with angels of their kind
until its their turn to open the castle gate
and its their mummy that they find
The only thing that they must do then
whilst waving goodbye to angel friends
Is walk to paradise with mummy
Just beyond the rainbows end.
I LOV YOU SO MUCHH NICOLE AND MISS U ALWAYS AND FOREVER 0X..*
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
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Nite Nite Sweetie
Over the rainbow, way up high,
past fluffy white clouds the angel babies fly.
With the sun's golden rays shining bright overhead,
tumble and bumble they bounce out of bed.
Good morning, sun! The day has begun!
With delicate wings and sweet little faces,
they dance and they play and they race flying races.
Then, swooping and looping down through a cloud,
or sliding and riding and singing out loud,
wiggle and giggle some fast and some slow,
the angel babies fly to the earth down below.
Not everyone knows this, but truly it's true --
little angel babies have big jobs to do!
In gardens and meadows, they coax forth the flowers
with sunlight and love and gentle rain showers.
In fields and forests they spread soft white wings,
sharing kindness and joy with all living things.
Small animal babies in quiet green places
rejoice in warm smiles from sweet angel faces.
In backyards and baskets, on fireside rugs,
small creatures are cuddles in soft angel hugs.
Soon evening is bright with red-orange light,
and day slowly fades to make way for the night.
As good little children curl up in their beds,
the angels bring sweet dreams to young sleepyheads.
Then the sound of a horn only angels can hear
calls out to them all -- here and there, far and near.
It beckons them back from wherever they roam:
Work is done for the day! Now it's time to go home.
Blinking and winking, bright stars in the sky
twinkle and shine as the angels fly by -- so softly singing a sweet lullaby.
Yawning and stretching, they climb in their beds.
Cloud blankets warm bodies, cloud pillows rest heads.
Snuggled in tight with the moon shining bright
sleep tight, sweet dreams, good night. Good night, angel babie.
Good Night.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxx
You're an angel than nobody can see
still, an angel is what you are to me
an angel from heaven is what you are
in my sky you are a heavenly star
You're an angel with beauty and grace
you're kind and sweet, you've an angel face
you have very graceful angel wings
happiness, joy and love are just some things
that an angel can give and to me you've given
in my heart and on my mind is where you're livin'
you have hair that is as soft as cotton
a guardian angel is what i've gotten
your eyes are like sapphires that shine so bright
when everything is dark, you give us light
You're an angel that gives me a reason to live
you're the angel that teaches me to give
you're the angel that makes me live another day
you're the angel that teaches me the right things to say
you're my angel and you'll always care
you're my angel and I know you'll always be there..
Always in my thoughts ~~ Love Jane...x♥x
Having you not with me
Hurts more and more each day
Although I feel a closeness
In a very special way
Even as I go to sleep
Every thought is of you
And I never thought i'd miss you
In quite the way I do
So i'm hoping that these words
May some how let you know
That you're in my heart forever
And i'll always love you so
The one and only thing
That helps me with the pain
Is dreaming of the time
When I will see you again...
Love ~~ Jane...x♥x
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