| Location | Belfast |
| Age | 16 years |
| Date of Birth | 5/1988 |
| Date of Death | 9/2004 |
| Visitors | 3,527 since 06/07/2007 |
| Creator |
I’m special you know but my family doesn’t know yet. It’s the 6th may 1988 I have just arrived
7lb 6oz with blonde hair and big blue eyes. They are all so happy but all that will change very
soon.
It’s time for them to be told I won’t ever walk and what few words I can say will disappear.
Poor mummy and daddy they are so sad but what they don’t know is I am going to show everyone a
different kind of love and happiness.
I’m 9 year old now with long curly hair and a big smile that I can use to get my own way. I’m
starting to have problems with chest infections, which worries my family. They have read about my
syndrome and know it will get worse. They ask my doctors a lot of questions so they can learn as
much as possible to be ready for my future.
My mummy has tried hard to keep me well and to keep me away from people with bad coughs, flu’s,
bug’s and infections. She has done well as I am 16 now my family and doctors are very surprised as
I have been very sick in the past.
This is my worse infection ever it just won’t go away. My family are starting to worry as they can
see all the antibiotics are not working and I am getting weaker. I wish I could talk now just to
tell my family it’s ok. To tell my mummy she has done all she could and worked very hard to get me
to16.
I am tired now fighting this infection I don’t need to talk my mummy knows by my eyes this is how
we talk to each other she can see how sick I am. She whispers in my ear and tells me that she will
be ok if I was too tired to fight and want to go. It’s my daddies turn he tells me how much he
love’s me ( as if I don’t know already) he tells me he will be ok if I was ready to go.
They take me in their arms and 5minuntes later I slip away back to heaven were I came from I was
only lent for a short while. I am one of heavens silent angels. It’s my turn to look after my
family to help them cope with life without me. I will enjoy caring for them the way they enjoyed
caring for me. (HEAVEHS SILENT ANGEL)
My Nicole when back to heaven on 24th sept 04 age 16. She took another chest infection but this time
she just couldn't fight it. she was such a happy child she used her eyes to talk we knew when
she would be saying i love you or go away. Nicole was sleeping alot near the end she was to weak to
open her eye but on the day the doctors told us there was nothing more they could do she opened her
eye wide to tell me it's ok i'm ready to go now. I couldn't look at her because i
knew what she was saying and i didn't want to hear it but she watched me until i looked. After
that she never opened her eyes again and 3 days later at home she waited until i whispered in her
ear( i would be ok if it was her time to go) her daddy whispered to ,then she fell asleep forever in
our arms. We miss her so much it hurts, she was such a good child always happy and smiling anyone
who knew her loved her. She will never be forgotten as she is talked about every day. Sweet dreams
Missy Mo until we meet again.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
Niicole
hii sis
just poped on to say hello
i think about you all the time infact was talkin bout you on today in school.. people say to me i dont no how u cud do that loseing your sister nall .. when you were alive i never thought i cud lose you but then you get the strength that you never had before..everyday i miss you more and more..its bein 3 years and i still cnt get over your gone mabye its just one of them things wer you just cant get over it..but i spose thats life and how things happen...buh when i do have doubts i just remeber god only take the best and thats the truth...youl be twenty soon god its hard to believe you didnt look a day over ten...you are soo beatiful and i no that everystep i take you watchin over me and when i need you the most you that vioce inside me that say ignore wats gion on and smilie...ill never forget you smile you had that sort of smile that light up a whole room....its funni that when people ask me questions about you it doesnt bother me but when people ask me question about the hospice or you school i just cnt answer them i get all nervious and feel likeing crying i think its becasue you loved school and the hospice so much.....i still look in you room every night when i am gion up the stairs ..its funni i know you arent there but something inside me think maybe just maybe ill see you again lying in your bed look out the door and smilieing at me because you no fine rightly u should be sleepin when your not....but i know even though i cant see you your still with me every day
love you big sis
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Sleep tight angel
Hi Nicole i'd leave u msg frm ur big cousin Philip n myself. God only takes the best!!! Lots of Love frm big cuz Philip n Kelly xoxoxo
Sometimes i think i catch a glimpse
of you standing just close by.
I turn and see that you're not there
at the corner of my eye.
I want so much to turn around
and see you standing there.
For you to stay and let me touch
your hands,your face,your hair.
I long to hear you call me Mum
in your beloved voice
I want you so to stay with me
but i know you have no choice.
So i'll keep on trying to catch a glipse
when your just beyond my sight
I feel you there, i know it's true,
and not a trick of the light.
I know one day there'll come a time
when there'll be no doubt i'msure
I'll find you there with arms outstretched
and be home with you once more
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angels on my pillow
I have angels on my pillow,
To help me get through the night;
They are always sent by God above
To say, 'All is well and do sleep tight'
And when I dream of all the things
That have come into my life
His angels always tell me
Everything's going to be alright.
I wake up in the morning,
With shining sunlight on morning dew
My angels say they will be back
Before this day is through.
It's nice to lay my head down
At the end of a long, long day
and have angels on my pillow
To listen while I pray.
Thank you, God, for everything
You've granted me from heaven
My gifts from you are so much more
Than the ones which I have given.
Make no mistake, I appreciate
I fold my hands to say so
And God, I love the little angels
You've sent to rest upon my pillow.
When I'm not there with you
& I can't hug you when I would.
Just follow these directions to
feel somewhere near as good.
Keep this verse where you're reminded
that my arms are seeking you,
& when you feel you need a hug,
this is all you have to do:
Shut your eyes & think of me,
Imagine that I'm there.
Wrap your arms tight round
yourself & space will disappear.
Very soon you'll feel the warmth
& this is why, you see.
Every time you hug yourself
You're also hugging me!
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Those we love remain with us
For love itself lives on,
And cherished memories never fade
Because a loved ones gone.
Those we love can never be
More than a thought apart,
For as long as there is memory
They'll live on in the heart..
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I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.
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