Nicole Fields

1988 - 2004

Location	Belfast
Age	16 years
Date of Birth	5/1988
Date of Death	9/2004
Visitors	3,527 since 06/07/2007
Creator	Angela Fields

I’m special you know but my family doesn’t know yet. It’s the 6th may 1988 I have just arrived
7lb 6oz with blonde hair and big blue eyes. They are all so happy but all that will change very
soon.

It’s time for them to be told I won’t ever walk and what few words I can say will disappear.
Poor mummy and daddy they are so sad but what they don’t know is I am going to show everyone a
different kind of love and happiness.

I’m 9 year old now with long curly hair and a big smile that I can use to get my own way. I’m
starting to have problems with chest infections, which worries my family. They have read about my
syndrome and know it will get worse. They ask my doctors a lot of questions so they can learn as
much as possible to be ready for my future.

My mummy has tried hard to keep me well and to keep me away from people with bad coughs, flu’s,
bug’s and infections. She has done well as I am 16 now my family and doctors are very surprised as
I have been very sick in the past.

This is my worse infection ever it just won’t go away. My family are starting to worry as they can
see all the antibiotics are not working and I am getting weaker. I wish I could talk now just to
tell my family it’s ok. To tell my mummy she has done all she could and worked very hard to get me
to16.

I am tired now fighting this infection I don’t need to talk my mummy knows by my eyes this is how
we talk to each other she can see how sick I am. She whispers in my ear and tells me that she will
be ok if I was too tired to fight and want to go. It’s my daddies turn he tells me how much he
love’s me ( as if I don’t know already) he tells me he will be ok if I was ready to go.

They take me in their arms and 5minuntes later I slip away back to heaven were I came from I was
only lent for a short while. I am one of heavens silent angels. It’s my turn to look after my
family to help them cope with life without me. I will enjoy caring for them the way they enjoyed
caring for me. (HEAVEHS SILENT ANGEL)

My Nicole when back to heaven on 24th sept 04 age 16. She took another chest infection but this time
she just couldn't fight it. she was such a happy child she used her eyes to talk we knew when
she would be saying i love you or go away. Nicole was sleeping alot near the end she was to weak to
open her eye but on the day the doctors told us there was nothing more they could do she opened her
eye wide to tell me it's ok i'm ready to go now. I couldn't look at her because i
knew what she was saying and i didn't want to hear it but she watched me until i looked. After
that she never opened her eyes again and 3 days later at home she waited until i whispered in her
ear( i would be ok if it was her time to go) her daddy whispered to ,then she fell asleep forever in
our arms. We miss her so much it hurts, she was such a good child always happy and smiling anyone
who knew her loved her. She will never be forgotten as she is talked about every day. Sweet dreams
Missy Mo until we meet again.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

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Our baby girl is in heaven 4years today

God please love our baby that dwells with you above, please hug her for us tightly with your precious tender love, please sing her a lullaby as she lays down to sleep, please comfort her and just be there if she should ever weep, please let her know we love her and wish we understood, the reason she's in heaven please tell her to be good. Are the fluffy clouds her pillows to lay her head at night and do the stars twinkle to give her a little light. God do you ever pick her up and sit her on your knee and rock her oh so gently if she ever cries for me. Does she play with childrens toys in heaven up above and has she ever met you son who died for us in love. We have so many guestions lord, i want to understand just why our little girls up there, was her whole life a plan. We dwell down here and feel a millon miles apart please help us God, please hear our plea and mend our broken hearts. How could God make our Nicole so beautiful but also so sick. It's 4years today but it feels like yesterday the pain of losing you never goes away. Please come to me in my dreams baby and let me hold you, i need to feel you in my arms again. Our day we come, God bless our wee Missy mo until we meet again we will love you forever. XOXOXOXOXOX

Mummy September 24, 2008

Always on my mind

to my we niece always thinkin of u now u have 3 new we cousins i have show them ur photos and they think ur lovey i tell them u were love u ur a STAR IN THE SKY,LOVE U UNCLE MARK AND FAMILY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Mark Fields July 11, 2008

I ask the question simply why?
Life has no answer, so I cry
A loss so deep can't be explained
This broken heart is what remains
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Tears that fall upon my face
Love for you won't be erased
Time moves on without you now
I ask the question simply how?
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Day in day out I wear this mask
Life has changed into a task
I ask the question simply why?
Life has no answer so I cry
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Some have said I need to pray
That I will be just fine one day
This was what was meant to be
You're now at peace... you are set free
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Within my heart it hurts so deep
The days are long, I cannot sleep
Time moves on without you now
I ask the question simply how?
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Someday I hope that I will find...
Some happiness, some peace of mind
For losing you, I still ask why?
Life has no answer.... so I cry
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