Nicole Fields

1988 - 2004
LocationBelfast
Age16 years
Date of Birth5/1988
Date of Death9/2004
Visitors4,408 since 06/07/2007
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I’m special you know but my family doesn’t know yet. It’s the 6th may 1988 I have just arrived 7lb 6oz with blonde hair and big blue eyes. They are all so happy but all that will change very soon.

It’s time for them to be told I won’t ever walk and what few words I can say will disappear. Poor mummy and daddy they are so sad but what they don’t know is I am going to show everyone a different kind of love and happiness.

I’m 9 year old now with long curly hair and a big smile that I can use to get my own way. I’m starting to have problems with chest infections, which worries my family. They have read about my syndrome and know it will get worse. They ask my doctors a lot of questions so they can learn as much as possible to be ready for my future.

My mummy has tried hard to keep me well and to keep me away from people with bad coughs, flu’s, bug’s and infections. She has done well as I am 16 now my family and doctors are very surprised as I have been very sick in the past.

This is my worse infection ever it just won’t go away. My family are starting to worry as they can see all the antibiotics are not working and I am getting weaker. I wish I could talk now just to tell my family it’s ok. To tell my mummy she has done all she could and worked very hard to get me to16.

I am tired now fighting this infection I don’t need to talk my mummy knows by my eyes this is how we talk to each other she can see how sick I am. She whispers in my ear and tells me that she will be ok if I was too tired to fight and want to go. It’s my daddies turn he tells me how much he love’s me ( as if I don’t know already) he tells me he will be ok if I was ready to go.

They take me in their arms and 5minuntes later I slip away back to heaven were I came from I was only lent for a short while. I am one of heavens silent angels. It’s my turn to look after my family to help them cope with life without me. I will enjoy caring for them the way they enjoyed caring for me. (HEAVEHS SILENT ANGEL)




My Nicole when back to heaven on 24th sept 04 age 16. She took another chest infection but this time she just couldn't fight it. she was such a happy child she used her eyes to talk we knew when she would be saying i love you or go away. Nicole was sleeping alot near the end she was to weak to open her eye but on the day the doctors told us there was nothing more they could do she opened her eye wide to tell me it's ok i'm ready to go now. I couldn't look at her because i knew what she was saying and i didn't want to hear it but she watched me until i looked. After that she never opened her eyes again and 3 days later at home she waited until i whispered in her ear( i would be ok if it was her time to go) her daddy whispered to ,then she fell asleep forever in our arms. We miss her so much it hurts, she was such a good child always happy and smiling anyone who knew her loved her. She will never be forgotten as she is talked about every day. Sweet dreams Missy Mo until we meet again.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

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Happy Birthday

For an angel in heaven wishing you a very happy 23rd birthday! lotsn of love aunt trisha xxx

Patricia O'Halloran

May 6, 2011

☆ If every tear we shed for you, became a star up above.☆ You'd stroll in Heavens garden lit with everlasting love ☆ If only we could turn back time, Life once again would be so fine. ☆ Time would pass, you'd still be here, To have, to hold, to love so dear.☆

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (Friend)

February 12, 2010

When You feel Lonely

When a person you love passes away
Look to the night sky on a clear day.
The star that to you, appears to be bright,
Will be your loved one,
Looking upon you during the night.
The lights of heaven are what shows through
As your loved one watches all that you do.
When you feel lonely for the one that you love,
Look to the Heavens in the night sky above

Bridgeen Connor (Friend)

January 6, 2010

Whispers from Heaven

They say that life is fleeting
I know that this is true
I left this world so quickly
With no goodbye to you.

I know how much you miss me
Your tears fall ever light
The pillow where you lay your head
Is wet with them at night.

I know your heart is hurting
The words we left, unsaid
I love you’s, left unspoken
Are spinning in your head.

The strength that I have carried
That served to make you whole
Remains to make you stronger
Within your grieving soul.

For you see, while you were weeping
On the day I passed away
At the gravesite near the flowers
Where my loved ones knelt to pray.

An angel came to see me
She took me by the hand
She led me to a kingdom
In a very distant land.

As I look down from heaven
And see you standing there
Your heart so ever burdened
With more grief than it can bear.

I long to bring you comfort
I long to give you peace
I long to hold you closely
Cause all your tears to cease.

The joy I’ve found in heaven
Goes far beyond compare
The love that’s so elusive
Can be found here everywhere.

The light is softly shining
There’s no storm clouds here or rain
There’s no teardrops found in heaven
There’s no suffering, there’s no pain.

You needn’t be so troubled
Stay close to God and pray
That someday we’ll be together
One bright and glorious day.

So my love, you shouldn’t question
My dear you need not cry
I’ve gone to be with Jesus
I really didn’t die

Bridgeen Connor (Friend)

December 25, 2009

Our Sweet Special Angel

I'll never understand it was all so very brief, why someone so little, the pain the hurt the grief.
At first i felt so bitter why i used to say,
God knew how much we loved you but he still took you away.
I still miss you as much today but now i understand,
God makes us and it's up to him when he takes our hand.
You've just walked ahead of us and we've got to understand you must release the ones we love and let go of their hand.
We try to cope the best we can but were missing you so much,
If we could only see you and once more feel your touch.
Yes you've just walked on ahead of me, don't worry, i'll be fine but now and then i'll swear i'll feel your hand slip into mine.

My Nicole's love is everlasting it was her special gift to us.

Angela Fields (Mummy)

September 24, 2009

look down on all ur family xx

You had a big inpact on our life
And left a big hole when you died
Residing in Heaven above
With our dear Lord as your guide

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Your heavens beautiful angel
We know happy you must be
In the arms of the angels
All the beauty for you to see

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We wont be apart forever
Just you wait and see
One day we climb those heavenly stairs
And reunited forever we will be

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Bridgeen Connor (Friend)

July 21, 2009

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FRM ROISIN N FAMILY XXX HAPPY BELATED 21ST NICOLE XXX

Roisin Mc Cluskey (Friend)

May 8, 2009

Happy Birthy to you Happy Birthday Dear Nicole Happy Birthday to you.. Just remembered how much you loved that song even if it wasnt your birthday wen the song was sung i had to be sung to you as well haha love you soo much but miss you even more xoxoxoxo

Angela Fields (Sister)

May 6, 2009

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Big sis 21 Cant Believe It i Miss You Sooo Much, I Just want my big sister back But i supose that will never happen miss you more and more each day people say times a healer well its not as time goes on it get worse and worse i miss you so so much big sis
I Love You soooooo Much
Wish i could spend your 21st wif you lyk sinead is wif er brother its such a big deal comeing 21 im 16 in a mount or so and i thinl thats old haha
love you soo much
miss you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Angela Fields (Sister)

May 6, 2009

Our Birthday Girl

There is no party with no balloons just a candle lit in your wee room.
Let the stars be her candles lord and keep them burning bright so when we look up to heaven we'll know she's allright.
If my Nicole see's me crying lord and asks why i'm blue it's because it's her birthday and she's spending it with you.
So find the sweetest gift lord and place it on her kneee kiss her smiling face and tell her it's from me.
Now little angels up above sing happy birthday to our wee love.
Happy 21st princess we love you so much XOXOXOXO

Angela Fields (Mummy)

May 6, 2009
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